the world has been treating me quite unfairly since about 2006. I came down with a nearly fatal syndrome that has been hindering a lot of things in my life including pursuing a professional career in dance. Lately its sort of been playing fair but still very rough. I feel like im barely slowly coming up. Ive had to do many things in order for my life to get better. ive had to lose all my friends, and have my family not belive that ive been sick for a long time, ive had to become completely sober which is honestly hard for me because i live quite a stressfuk life and would like a cigarette every now and then. but after all of this i notice that the only times i do feel okay is when i remember that there is a creator and when i think of what offerings i should give. right now the calling is definitely dance and educating others in the danger of normal medicine and hidden killers in many household items and even cosmetics..i hope one day i am 100% because i want to start living to the fullest again.